Hii everyone. I feel like I haven't posted in forever, but I havent been feeling any motivation to write about anything. This break was worth it though. I dont want to force myself to get a new log in everyday and turn my little hobby into what feels lile a chore. Anyway, I just wanted to say I will be back updating regularly soon. Have a great week!
Cannot wait to be 70 and retired so I can finally spend my days painting without the worry of having to go to work or school. everyday it'll be a new painting that covers the walls of my home. And when i'm not painting, i'm working on a different creative hobby. i'll have my own ceramics studio, My own sewing room, a crafts room. i'll gladly get arthritis because it proves my skills and love for arts
Writing this as im on the way to school on my phone. The gif is very fitting. As im writing this, im realizing that now that im a senior and college is around the corner, i keep comparing it to how it felt going into my freshman year of high school. the idea of school for 4 years wasn't so bad. sounded realistic. but now that i'm going to be a freshman again, the thought of school for another 4 years sounds so..optionally. well, of course is it, i don't HAVE to go to college, and of course I want to. but i don't picture myself still being in school for that much longer. what's the point in even going to college if i can't see myself graduating from it? I try not to think that far into my life but because i can't even envision myself living for that long. i feel like I'll die young and not that far into my college life. i just want to skip forward to the part of my life where im working the job i love and live a happy, comfortable life.
This is how I look while I post
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